Almost Dead

by Lynds Mika

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tell me i can fix my brain
tell me all my luck will change
i've been writing on a page
still the ringing is the same

sessions, meetings, different day
i saw myself as in the way
now i run my fingers on your face
i feel something in my body so i changed

my blood was flowing through my veins
but a person can be hidden by the pain
this demon holding on inside my head
reminding me that i- i was almost dead

"i can't find the validation in something nobody can see. so nobody knows & nobody asks, and i understand why but that's the problem. i can feel the sink in my stomach as the water sinks down the shower drain. my healthy body that i should be so proud of- no, the same fucking pride i felt from ruining my body. but now everyone believes i'm always fine, because we only see the outside or there's no way to justify. the reason i refused to get better, but i guess that i am. and i hope somebody's more proud than me."


released June 22, 2017
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